WELL THE BIG FUCKING DAY HAS ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes Yes Yes it has arrived. Today is one of the biggest days of my life cause of 2 reasons. First off let me get this outta the way I AM NOW OFFICALLY 19 YA THATS RITE WHAT NOW BITCHES HA HA HA.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Today is my 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I can offically can go to canada and dink lol. Number 2 ME AND SARAH HAVE BEEN TOGETHER 1 YEAR NOW.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TODAY IS MINE AND SARAHS 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes the really big one considering that befor her my longest realtion was 3 months. Now the rest from here on out is my reflecting on stuff. All really me just getting stuff off my chest and reflecting about this past year so most u probally wont wanna read it.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This Past Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well lets go back a year ago yesterday. I brought alexis and mary to a show in westland. My mind set going in to this was me and alexis are gunna get together I had done so much for both her and mary that month I thought that the next day alexis was finally gunna say she would start going out with me. Now it was mine alexis and marys plan to go to my house for my birthday party and it had been all along.I mean I had took mary and alexis with me to evanesance I did every thing to make sure it would happend. But half way through the day I forgot how but i found out mary and alexis would not be comming to my birthday party. Because mary had other plans even though she promised me she would go and alexis couldent be by her self with me. At that point I realised me and alexis wouldent get together, That I had wasted the past 4 months that I tried getting with her. I realised then and im trying to start shit like i said I was just reflecting but I realesed then that they were using me. So I went to the side and starting balling (yes I know I am a panzie but o well get over it) my eyes out where no one could see me I didnt know what to do I thought I was just gunna be a hopeless loser forever. It was a horrible day I thought was gunna change me life in the most negative way ever but I was wrong because it changed my life in the most positive way. There was a fan from the last show there that I had talked to and told them my birthday was gunna be on the 18th. And she remebered. This along with the fact that in my mind I was thinking I was gunna show that bitch talking about alexis that she was making a mistake for stomping on my fellings and emotions like that caused me to have one of if not the greatest moment of my life. My life has and all ways been about wrestling and any thing good from my wrestling makes me feel awesome. Well I was all ready hyped up because of alexis. So I went thru the curtin I have every ounce of energy in me going then my fan from the last show errupted when she hrd my name and because of her and her cousin my crowd went nuts and it was actually a pretty good turn out for it then my fan starting singing happy birthday jack knox and so did every one else. That fan was the love of my life SARAH. That was with out a doubt the greatest feeling ive ever had in my life and I owe it all to sarah.I ended up getting sarahs number and rite after mid night I called her we started talking and outta no where I asked her to go out with me mind u she was a complete stranger but non the less she said yes and around 1 o clock in the mourning on my birthday this day last year we started going out.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS HAS BEEN THE MOST AMAZING YEAR OF MY LIFE. I love u with all my heart and hope this is the first of many. Here is every thing I accomplished this year with u that I never have any one else. I had sex on my birthday (and no not last year this year at like 1 in the mourning)I made out on new years at midnight, I got away from my mom, We have had sex way over a hundred times, purposed to u, first girlfriend to stay the nite with and the first person to have so many great memories with.

I recently wrote something on my my space about u and I thought I should put it on here for this very special day.

#4 Sarah

Sarah is my fiance. Who has changed my life in so many ways. She lets me know I have someone allways by my side and all she does is show me love. I have never felt the way I do about her about anybody else. She gave me a excape from my mom and thats more then any one has ever did for me. I owe her the world and will never be able to repay her. If it wasent for her I may not be alive today. Sarah when U read this I LOVE U MORE THEN ANYTHING EVER, THANKS FOR EVERY THING.


HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY

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